I usually find it easy making friends. I think most people like to be nice and will go out of their way to be kind. But then there are other people who don't fit that mold. I have a hard time figuring them out. There are just a few people I know who I've tried being nice to again and again, even though they've been mean to me in the past. I make excuses for them like, oh, they've had a hard life, etc. I keep trying, thinking eventually I'll win them over but I never do. Don't most people want to please? I thought they did.
Somehow these people keep appearing in my life and instead of ignoring them or treating them like they treat me, I go out of my way to please them. I must be stupid or a glutton for punishment. Someone tell me to stop.
Okay, I feel better now.
Edit: I had to come back and edit this post because after I published it I saw I had typed the heading as, "Never god enough", which made me laugh.