Saturday, April 23, 2011

Never good enough

I usually find it easy making friends.  I think most people like to be nice and will go out of their way to be kind.  But then there are other people who don't fit that mold.  I have a hard time figuring them out.  There are just a few people I know who I've tried being nice to again and again, even though they've been mean to me in the past.  I make excuses for them like, oh, they've had a hard life, etc.   I keep trying, thinking eventually I'll win them over but I never do.  Don't most people want to please?  I thought they did.

Somehow these people keep appearing in my life and instead of ignoring them or treating them like they treat me, I go out of my way to please them.  I must be stupid or a glutton for punishment.  Someone tell me to stop.


Okay, I feel better now.

Edit:  I had to come back and edit this post because after I published it I saw I had typed the heading as, "Never god enough",   which made me laugh. 

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